20 July 2011

Lets give this a go...... again....

I have a BF again.  =)

After much dialog with the ex BF we have decided to give it a go again.  We were both very hurt by each other but we are working through it daily.  Long talks and lots of compromises. 

I think I am very fearful of loosing my identity.  The things that I identify as who I am and what makes me who I am.  The people and places.  That is something hard for me to share.  The thing is I feel like when I share these things I am giving them away and I might not get them back.  Then I have to start over trying to find something new to identify with.