I love sex, I am not bragging when I say that I'm amazing at sex, well, I have an amazing time and it seems as though men enjoy me. But, in today's society, we all want it now, try it on first without the commitment.
I want the next time I have sex to be mind blowing fantastic... because it is a shared gift with my husband. I want sex to be reserved for one man. Like the Song of Solomon, I want it to be sensual.
I do not want to have casual sex, I've tried that, it made me feel horrible about myself and it rarely ever turned into a real relationship. So I believe the goal for these men was to conquer another one. The more I've been dating lately, the more I become more steadfast in this ideal, because when it does not turn out the way I would have liked, it is easier to let go, I'm not as heartbroken.
Okay, so I may never get married again, I guess that's okay, because right now, I'm in no hurry to get married... But I want to someday, to someone that loves me.
Till then, I still have a bunch of good things about being single. (See previous post)
